Sunday, July 12, 2009

I Was Born


I was born at 7:36 a.m. on the 12th day of July, in the year of Our Lord, Nineteen Hundred and Sixty. According to my mother, I nearly died at birth. Due to some complications (which my mother would have to explain), I wasn't breathing. The nurses dipped me in warm water and then in cold in order to make me breathe, as the traditional fanny slap just wouldn't do the trick. But breathe I did, screaming out at the top of my lungs. I haven't shut up since.

I was born in the tiny community of Clayton, New Mexico, about a mile above sea level, about 35 miles south of Colorado and about ten miles from the borders of both the Oklahoma and Texas panhandles. I opened my eyes to the world of the Great Plains. Looking north across those plains, a person could see blues skies and the Rabbit Ears. And that's about it.

I was born to working class parents, Baptists and Wesleyan Methodists who were married in a Pentecostal Holiness church. They were border dwellers of the Hi-Lo country, living in Texline, Texas, but working (and bringing me into the world) in New Mexico. My Dad quit smoking while driving my mother to the hospital for my arrival.

I was born fortunate enough to know all my grandparents and five of my great-grandparents, losing my last grandmother only after I myself had become a grandfather.

I was born on July 12. Which means that I am honored to share my birthday with Julius Caesar, Henry David Thoreau, George Washington Carver, Buckminster Fuller, Pablo Neruda, and Van Cliburn.

I was born nine minutes before the same doctor delivered another baby boy in the same hospital. I have wondered, once or twice, who this other fellow is, nine minutes my junior, and how he's doing in life.

I was born for a reason and a purpose. We all are. One of the great joys in life is in coming to a peace about who you are and why you are here. I'm still on the prowl for the meaning of it all. And perhaps the search for meaning and joy is a good chunk of the point. In Surprised By Joy, C.S. Lewis writes about "..the quality... of an unsatisfied desire which is itself more desirable than any other satisfaction."

I was born, if for no other reason, for the journey.

Monday, July 6, 2009

For Dad on His Birthday

Don and Dad

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

My Dad the Cowboy

James Kear
Hi-Lo Country of Northeast New Mexico
c. Early 1950s
(click the pic for a bigger view)

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Ashton in a Sink

Ashton takes a bath in the sink.
Ponca City, 2000

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Need a Car?

Monday, May 25, 2009

Anyone Remember This?

How 'Bout This?

Or This?

Saturday, May 23, 2009

That Old Dream of Going

My Man, Wendell BerryAnother place!
it's enough to grieve me -
that old dream of going,
of becoming a better man
just by getting up and going
to a better place.

- Wendell Berry

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Lakes & Trees

Prairie Dog

The Holy City of the Wichitas

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Quartz Mountains


The Quartz Mountains north of Altus, Oklahoma.

Visitors in the Camp



These deer literally ate off our table and out of my hand.

On the Road to Lawton




We took these pics on the road to Lawton in the Wichita Mountains Wildlife Refuge. It was a little slow going with the buffalo in the road. Isn't that calf in the first pic cute?

Tree


A Tree atop Mount Scott, Oklahoma

Mount Scott

Mount Scott north of Lawton, Oklahoma in the Wichita Mountains. TJ and I made it to the top!

Another Pic

A tree growing out of granite on the top of Mount Scott in the Wichita Mountains.

Wichita Mountains from the top of Mount Scott